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haha i love my melissa! [25 Aug 2005|10:39pm]
AmAzEvOcAlS89: I know she told me she was going to, but I dont have the heart to tell her...sry theres no chance Marc is going to marry Tonya...sry lol JK
PreTayInPink2880: haha
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schedule [13 Aug 2005|08:52pm]
[ mood | happy ]

1(M-F) Psychology with Stasyszyn
2(M) Study Hall in MCAF
2(T,F) Phys Ed 12 with Collier
2(W) Health 12 with Cassell
2(TH) Study Hall in MCAF
3(M-F) Prob/Stats with Sheaffer
4(M-T, TH-F) Photography with Bollinger
4(W) Study Hall with Bollinger
5(M-F) Computer Appl I with Gipe
6(M-F) Eng IV-II with Disbrow
7(M-F) Carreer Exp with Miller

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sad song [12 Aug 2005|10:08pm]
[ mood | sad ]

quipstad: he muscly, funny, can breakdance, can sing
quipstad: hes got everything
quipstad: lol
PreTayInPink2880: yeah

:( i miss him. not to mention he is a christian, he loves god, he is extremely attractive and has the best personality ever. sigh. happy bday marc.

god i miss camp. i miss everyone sooo much. the funny thing is that i became better friends with kids that i see once a year for a week than i am with my friends here at home. i cant believe it was my last year. i am so going to be visiting jersey haha south carolina is too far... sry melissa.

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yes [03 Aug 2005|12:10am]
[ mood | happy ]

i rock peas on my head but dont call me a pea head, bees on my head but dont call me a bee had, bruce lees on my head but dont call me a lee head, excuse me please now i got to get my tree fed. you wear name brands and i make my own clothing. i hang out with an apple who enjoys self loafing. pancakes on my face make me real happy, i enjoy shampoo bottles that sit on my lappy. its my show you cant tell me what to do, when life hands you lemons, i make beef stew. i got to go, its time for me to rock it. i put bolognie in my left pocket, smear cream cheese in my gold locket. cuz its my show i'm andy milanokis, its my show i'm smandy smilasmokis, its my show i'm andy milanokis!

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sum up [28 Jul 2005|10:54pm]
[ mood | excited ]

o man i havent updated this thing in like forever. soo i got a new myspace and i have been like on that pretty much everyday. here is the link... www.myspace.com/tawnygopher. myspaces are really cool haha they do so much. i love it. so lately lax has been consuming my life. i had lax camp last week even though i only made it to one day... opps. so i had lax camp FRIDAY, then we went to the drive in with matt morgane d and kelsey, after that i spent the night at d's. SATURDAY we went to six flags with my youth group. well we left at 7 am and half way there we get a flat tire. soo a realitively 3 1/2 hour trip turns into a 7 hour trip GAH. so we stroll into six flags at 2:30... LOVELY. it was cool though. even if the lines were really long and batman sucked, and i got bitched out by this rude man. lol, i had fun. then on SUNDAY i was soooooo effing tired i missed camp. i was really upset though cuz i really wanted brooke to help me. ahh. so this week i had lax every day, which sucked. TUESDAY i hung out with victor, but we couldnt think of anything to do... since he was scared by walking in the forest,(he was scared of the pigs), so after i took him home i went to the pool with morgane. and hang out with her until kennons premiere. yeah i skipped lax. i am bad. the premiere was AWESOME though. GOOD JOB TSD. after the premiere morgane matt and i went to ritas and then just hung out in the car. after matt went home we rented eurotrip... one of the funniest movies ever... and i spent the night at morganes. YESTERDAY i had lax, it sucked.. then i hung out with kelsey and morgane and we went to applebees and i had to wear kelsey clothes that were too small for me cuz mine smelled bad from lax. TODAY we had practice from 4-6 cuz we had a pool party after. practice was easy and dare i say fun cuz me and strunky just talked the whole time haha. the party was cool, we tiedyed shirts and swam a bit... good fun. TOMORROW is keystones! i think it is going to be fun. we are staying the night in york, which i dont quite get cuz my parents have to take me from the site to the cemermony to the hotel and all over again the next morning. but oh well i think it is going to be FUN. sry this is soooooo long but i have been up to a lot lately haha. later all.

OH if anyone wants to hang out with me before school starts holla!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i loveRRRRR this SONG [21 Jul 2005|12:07am]
[ mood | sore ]

"Some Say" by Sum 41

Some say we're never meant to grow up
I'm sure they never knew enough
I know the pressures won't go away
It's too late

Find out the difference somehow
It's too late to even have faith
Don't think things will ever change
You must be dreaming

Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall I'll take it all
It's so easy after all

Believe me 'cause now's the time to try
Don't wait, the chance will pass you by
Time's up to figure it out
You can't say it's too late

Seems like everything we knew
Turned out were never even true
Don't trust, things will never change
You must be dreaming

Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall I'll take it all
It's so easy after all

Some say we're better off without
Knowing what life is all about
I'm sure they'll never realize the way
It's too late

Somehow it's different everyday
In some ways it never fades away
Seems like it's never gonna change
I must be dreaming

Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
Think before you make up your mind
You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall I'll take it all
It's so easy after all

Believe me, it's alright
It's so easy after all
Believe me, it's alright
It's so easy after all

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HAHAHAHAAHA [10 Jul 2005|10:36pm]
[ mood | good ]

OMG I FOUND THE FUNNIEST THING FROM 8TH GRADE
so in 8th grade crystal, megan, and i wrote these stories, so here they are! so we were a little mean but when were in middle school.

Crystal #1

one day i was walkin 2 skool and all of the sudden my backpack starts 2 shake...so i opened it 2 find...(bum bum bum) CHLOE the evil cat) she hissed at me so i quick shoved her back in...i mean hey maybe no one would kno...! so i got 2 skool and i mean i couldn;t just leave her in my locker so i ran over 2 "the crutches lady" and stole her crutches nad got a backpack pass from the nurse so i could carry her (chloe) in my back pack all day. well i got through math na dac but when i got 2 science she started 2 "EOW" (lol meagn). mr holter was late 4 class so i let her take a breather (i opened my backpack) and tonya saw her...she screamed! "shhh u can't tell any1!" i said. then at that moment mr holter came ridin in on a camel. when chloe saw the camel she RAN! i dropped the crutches and me and tonya chased her down the hall until we ran into megan! "megan catch that cat" we screamed. so by this time all 3 of us were
running down the hall screamin!! we passed senora rados and she screamed "CHICAS" crystal just gave her the finger and kept on running. finally chloe stopped when she turned a corner who could have stopped this mad cat? none other then the 1 the only PGHHH (aka sara highlands)

Crystal #2

one day i walked into the chinease buffet and there he was...in the clear blue of the day...brad horn! some1 was with him so i wonder 1 mydelf "who is that" then BAM it popped into my head ...it was all comin 2getther...the greasy spiked har...the sound of his voice saying "pass the eggroll" which sounded liek "ass haa heggroll" he turned 2 look at me and BOOSH it was him...he looked at me with his chinked up eyes and started cheezin! then all of a sudden (since he was smilin so big) he started 2 choke...brad yelled "help help my friend id choking HELP" so out from behind the chinease buffet cam none other than MRS. MARY CRUMLICH 2 the rescue!! she dropped him onto the floor and started frenchin him like there was no 2marro...some1 yelled RAPE~ and she stopped adn apologized! then she began 2 give him CPR...and if u haven't figured it out by now she was saving the life of truongs brother...all of teh sudden..BAM he sits up and grabs brad and they speed off 2getthe rin their chinked up maroon mini van

& the best last mine and megans

one day, jon (kelley, my next~door neighbor) got on the bus on monday morning and sat beside me. i asked him what he did that weekend and he said he spent the night w/ lucas. they went over to goat's house and saw a huge goat lying on the floor. they asked him what he was doing and he said "umm nothing" and quickly shut the door. then they heard noises (FUNKY NOISES) coming out of the room. then they heard a goat go "RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR" and then they ran back to lucas's. later, goat calls and says "my goat had babies!" and passed out cigars for them. they all took one (lucas took 2) and then they fell over. later, they found themselves in a dark room where they saw 2 red eyes and heard some strange noises. then they turned a light on and realized they were all wearing shirts with a monkey on that said "winky" then they saw goat spring up from behind the couch and say "HAPPY NATIONAL GOAT DAY!!!!" and then he passed out goat milk and goat's meat, and plates with goats and monkeys on. then later, when they went to bed, goat said "now we all have to count sheep!" and started making noises like a diseased lizard. then he went over to his dog and slapped it and said "it's just a happy slappy day!" horrified, lucas and jon left goat's house, and ran as fast as they could back to lucas's house, where they were safe and sound (so they thought). a couple of minutes later, goat rang the doorbell and said "LET ME IN!!!" so they locked all the windows and doors and screamed "WE'RE NOT LETTING YOU IN, YOU DERANGED GOAT!!!" then, goat broke through the door, and he was hairy! he had the head of a lion, the body of a goat, and the legs of a monkey. he looked like a freakin freak! (haha) and then...they all started singing a song about the color pink and happy lambs, and then... there was a knock at the door, and it was the mailman! he was wearing underwear, and said "hey guys can i join this party?" they let him and had fun haha and that was the end of this fantastic story, thank you and good night!
BY: MEGAN & TONYA

1 scream my lungs out here i go

sum up [05 Jul 2005|09:37pm]
[ mood | sore ]

SOOO lets start with last week was the beginning of lax. it wasnt that bad other than the fact that we ran a buttload and it was hottt and i swear it lasted a billion years. but i must admit i love the girls. they are all super nice and great lax players. then on Friday we left at 6 am! ahh haha had to wake up at 5. we drove all day and arrived at the lake in michigan around 5 pm. that had to have been the night from hell. i was pissed cuz i didnt want to leave the lake and we had to leave at like 6. so we went to allens (where we were staying) and i escaped to the front porch. so we were in the middle of hicksville, usa and the best thing in town was the bp and this hick resturant and bar that closed at 10 haha. what bar closes at 10. but at least i could drink my chocolate milk in the resturant. Saturday was better than friday. well first off we spent half the day at walmart that wasnt sooo cool. but then we went to arbys and then to the lake. luckily i didnt have to go out to eat with my family cuz i would have missed the fireworks. and the MOUNTAIN PIZZA PIES! Sunday was the reunion. our turtle almost won but it didnt. oh well. then we went swimming like all day and for ice cream. after the ice cream was when i got pissed cuz i wanted to go out to eat but i couldnt cuz jenn and kevin took the van and went to eat. not to mention i didnt have any close so i was stuck in my swim suit. then we went back to allens again and i went to bed cuz i had to get up at 5 cuz we were leaving at 6 for home. soooo Yesterday we got home around 2:30 and i watched a movie then showered and hung out with luda. i was a great time red bull + starbucks double shot + jones soda + sparklers = alot of fun. lol. it was great. today i didnt really do anything. i went to pick up my stuff at my cousins and hung out there a while then went to walmart. thats it.

almost forgot the worst part... BUG BITES! i am covered. damn michigan lakes!

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hightlight of my month [25 Jun 2005|09:24pm]
[ mood | amused ]

so yesterday was my cousins wedding. it was really nice. haha def made my way around the dance floor, the only thing i hate is that i never have anyone to dance with. expect for the last couple song i danced with one of my cousins friends, pretty cute but i was weird cuz like all my family was there so i had to hold back a bit. but yeah he said that he had wanted to dance with me all night, too bad he is prolly too old for me. he asked if i was staying in the hotel cuz that is where the wedding party and all of my cousins trashed friends were but i was going home with my fam unfortunitally. darn. that was the highlight of my night. then today i went to visit with my fam and my lil cousin who i never see. that was fun i guess.

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aw [23 Jun 2005|11:40pm]
[ mood | content ]

PreTayInPink2880: i dont meet guys that my problem
HotSauce540: you want them to come to you
PreTayInPink2880: yeah i do
PreTayInPink2880: haha
HotSauce540: lol
PreTayInPink2880: is that too much to ask?
HotSauce540: you know what? no
PreTayInPink2880: i dont think so either
HotSauce540: you know when i was up there in ohio i thought you had the most attracring personality but i think its what you say the guys are jerks, dont respect that in a girl and/ have a girl lol

aw thanks tommy!

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hows it going to be [23 Jun 2005|07:51pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

so tell me when things are going to be how they use to be? hmm. i thought the summer would be good for me but i dunno about that. i havent done really anything productive or that fun... so whats going on. cant it go back to the way it was last summer, when everything was wonderful? is it that much to ask for... to be happy again? i guess it is.

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y you piss me off [20 Jun 2005|10:54pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

YOU BOTHER ME OHHH SO MUCH AND I AM JUST NOW REALISING WHY... its because i feel that i am LOSING YOU. do you not get it, are you really that blind?


well i guess you are now arent you.

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pissed [15 Jun 2005|09:02pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

so i am pissed off. feeling a little left out. nothing is good enough for me anymore. everything lately SUCKS. maybe it is cuz i am pissed but i am just so unhappy and hurt at the moment and i feel like crying for no good reason. i am falling into a depression lately... i have just been so stressed and my family doesnt help they just stress me out more. then a certain person is just pissing me off so badly. everything that she does erks me. when she talks, when she puts up aways, when she trys to hide info from me and thinks that i dont know, flirts, when she does anything it bothers me. and i dont know why cuz maybe it shouldnt but it does. it hurts me so much that the only way i know to help the pain is to get angery and that is the point i am at now. and when my friends do invite me to hang out, my mom and dad wont let me... so they assume that i am not allowed to do something when i actually am. and though i guess i shouldnt be pissed at them, i find myself incredibably PISSED OFF! i am icredibably bored out of my mind and i hate my life. everything sucks and i hate that no one takes the time to listen to me. i am so left out of my own life. and now by just ranting about how pissed i am, is making me more upset so i am going to stop.

I AM THE FUCKING TORCH!
and yeah i dunno but that really pisses me off. yes it is just a stupid nickname that means nothing in reality, IT REALLY BUGS ME, EVERYONE ELSE HAS A COOL IDENTITY BUT WHEN MATT DOESNT WANT TO BE THE F*ING ROCK... I GET SWITCHED AND ITS NOT COOL AND IT REALLY PISSES ME OFF. and the thing that bothers me the much is that it isnt even about the names but no one understands.

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Work by Jimmy Eat World [14 Jun 2005|04:05pm]
[ mood | hot ]

Work
by Jimmy Eat World


If you only once would let me
only just one time
then be happy with the consequence
with whatevers gonna happen tonight

don't think we're not serious
when is it ever not?
the love we make is give and its take
i'm game to play along

all i can say
i shouldn't say
can we take a ride?
get out of this place while we still have time.

all the best dj's are saving
their slowest song for last
when the dance is through it's me and you
c'mon would it really be so bad?

the things we think might be the same
but i won't fight for more
it's just not me to wear it on my sleeve
count on that for sure

all i can say
i shouldn't say
can we take a ride?
get out of this place while we still have time.
you wanna take a ride?
get out of this place while we still have time.
yeah we still have time.

can't say i was never wrong
but some blame rests on you
work and play they're never ok
to mix the way we do

all i can say
i shouldn't say
can we take a ride?
get out of this place while we still have time.
you wanna take a ride?
get out of this place while we still have time.
yeah we still have time.

here i go

shafted [10 Jun 2005|12:51pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

why is it that everyone takes their shit out on me. i always take the shaft of everything. at home i get yelled at when everyone had a bad day. with my friends i get yelled at if they have a "bad day" even if i had nothing to do with it. i can never win. i am tired of it. i am so tired of everything and everyone. i just need a vacation away from my life. to get away from all the emotion abuse that i submit to everyday. i am through with it all if you are just going to bitch at me why dont you just not talk to me cuz if anyone acts like that from now on i am not going to take it.

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YES! [03 Jun 2005|11:39pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

last night was fun (with exceptions). the Fantastic Four and our adventures. haha after school yesterday i drove with mr. byers and then d and morgane picked me up and we ate pizza at d's. then headed for the lax game. we lost by two to manheim :(. its ok guys. after that we went to sheetz for a jones and begged my dad to let me spend the night. oh and morgane broke her car haha. so we went to taco bell and bought 4 tacos with change haha. matt said that his parents had credit at blockbuster so we decided to get a movie but apparently matt was wrong so we look like idiots, we were all flat broke. so we went back to morganes and watched old school. vigina butt! then we too matt home and went to bed. Today i had finals. EASY. then my mom picked me up and we went to subway and i practiced for my test. so when we got back to the school i took my test with mr byers and I PASSED yes! *napoleon dance all over* haha i didnt get any points taken off! so i was happy. then i came home and slept and then my bro came over with his gf. well that is pretty much it sats tomorrow ahhh!

Freckles9787: omg tonya u are so hot
Freckles9787: im not even kidding
PreTayInPink2880: you think?
Freckles9787: YES!!!!
Freckles9787: you have the hottest hair and boobs of anyone i know
PreTayInPink2880: haha thanks
Freckles9787: and everythign else on u is super hot too
PreTayInPink2880: haha

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pictures [31 May 2005|10:45pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

school sucks i am so sad it was the seniors last day. i am going to miss them! ahh. hung out with morgane after school it was hot. haha we are the coolest. then did a lil tbs*ing with dils but i had to go home :(. oh well. "he just pulled a GOOGLE!" "i def. just pulled a WOOGLE!"

Cruel Irony87: sooooooooooo i ran 5 miles
PreTayInPink2880: crazy much
Cruel Irony87: yeah i'd say
PreTayInPink2880: y

PICTURE TIME!
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BDAY weekend [29 May 2005|08:56pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

so friday was AMAZING. haha i love my girls. first off morgane came to my lunch with a cake and awesome presents! i <3 her. then danielle took me home and i changed. then we went to walmart and tj maxx for her friends sarah. then it was APPLEBEES for my bday dinner! i love my girls and mattie moose. haha. kelsey went to the wrong applebees. ahh. then it was the lax game were i saw my lax girls and k to the elsey oh and where i recieve my napoleon which DILS killed by hitting morgane with it. after that we went to sheetz for jones' and then to kelsey church. kelsey and morgane spent the night at my house which is always enjoyable to be around those chicks they are the best. and in the morning it was waffles and pizza yum haha.

SATURDAY i slept all day.

TODAY i went to church and then to walmart were i got some awesome sun glasses and ear rings YES. then to the youth picnic fun kinda haha.

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<3 Tonya

...more pics to come

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school sucks [24 May 2005|07:13pm]
[ mood | distressed ]

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school sucks. i cant wait till it is over. so much work yet to do. so sunday was tryouts for keystones. i didnt do terrible the whole 4 hours... lol but seriously i didnt do too bad. a lil sore. yesterday i had three fillings done. fun. well friday is my bday. big 1 7 oh yes.

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Kelly Clarkson [19 May 2005|09:54pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

"Behind These Hazel Eyes"

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

1 scream my lungs out here i go

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